Officially wokeup at 5pm today. Sleeping was so nice. Hahaha! Got online, and there, BG started her 'counselling' session with me. Cuz apparantly I did text her quite afew times on wed night, and she got worried waking up to all those. Oopps. But was definately nice talking to her once again, and I really miss her already.

Stay at home being bored. Then Bhavna picked me up at about 8plus and off we went to homely BQ. (: Shah alam and DNA. Err, can I just say that DNA has became so boring! Seriously. So we left by 11pm and decided to go over to CQ and drink by the river. Lol. Got myself a bottle of white wine from 7/11, Bhav and her beer and plonked ourselves there, at our usual spot. Cockroaches chased us off CQ after awhile. And our lovely friend here, decided to not tell me where we're heading to and just drove. -_- Mount Faber that is. HAHAHA!!!

Drank there right infront of the merlion.. And left by 2am. (: There was this chinese funeral or ritual thing going on as well. Ohgod.

Anyway, so besides all these that's happened today... I've gathered that, people are just moving on, or rather moved on. Very simple one would be DNA 'collapsing', and the regulars aren't even coming anymore. They've gone to places like Supper. Hahaha!!! Talking to BG also makes me feel like the moving on that I've been trying to get myself in, its been babysteps. Which prolongs everything. So I was thinking, why not just make a huge step into it first.. ;)

As how some things are right now, things have changed. While I was away that one month. It's just different. Get it? And maybe I myself have changed as well. Which I'd say partly would be the circumstances and situations that caused it. But at the same time, I wouldn't say it's entirely them, cause at the end of the day, it's my choice of wanting to remain, or to move on... Since I've decided to move on, in certain ways, I'd appreciate that people will respect my decision. Like I didn't choose this path for no reason. There's always a reason to it. And one of it will be that I think I've had enough. *shrugs*

Many things in life you can't take control of. And if it's causing pain or hurt to you, its your choice at the end to stay in there and endure it, if so, are you happy? Or you could, you know, get over it and move on.. Easier said than done. But sometimes I'd say that it'll be worthit.

Alright... Almost time to sleep since my pics on fb aren't uploading without failure. Lol. Piercing with Jo tmr before meeting Jasmine for Shutter Island. Jo's coming toooo! Yayy!

Errr, I've decided to just fuck it, fuck evrything and just enjoy life for now.. :D I'm doing what I've always wanted to do and yea, those piercings. And not forgetting my first tattoo with my first pay in june! *ting*

Finally, I think there's one thing that I've held on since the NZ trip, which I can't figure if I actually regret doing or not. Yes, it did happen. And I feel that I've let down some people, especially my aunt for say? Isn't this that always happen anw? I'm always a disappointment. So in order for you not to be disappointed in me, I guess the only way is just not to have any expectation from me, and maybe you should just care less about me. Yes, you. You who are reading this right now, it applies to you as well. (:

Well, time to get some rest before a start of a brand new day! That's if I can go to sleep.

(: