Party like a rockstar.

Last night at Supperclub.. Was fucking awesome! OMG. No words can describe the fun we had. Ahhh!!! Jo, Claudia, Bhav, Mai, Nabil, Feeza, Sheila, Fresh and another fren of theirs, and me. Its been a long long time since we went all the way out to party hard. Hahaha! All the drinking, dancing, kissing and god knows what... LOL. I was already quite high from supper.

It was after Supper that all the crazy drama happened. *ahem* Chilling at the carpark having wine and cig while Sheila was vomiting... First we had Sheila all wasted and Fresh not being in the state to drive, so Bhav had to drive the car. While the rest of us hopped into Feeza's car. And we made our way to pasir ris, and met the other car at downtown east. Hahaha.. Erm, meanwhile during the journey, Feeza would say I almost died in her car, but not that bad la huh. Lol. Vomiting into a bag. Chest pain, and hyperventilation decided to come along with the pain. Thanks. Couldn't breathe! Ohgod. It felt like that's it. Hahaha!!! They had to bring me out of the car outside downtown east to calm me down. Yeap. While Sheila was vomiting at the other side... As funny as it is now, when it was actually happening, the feeling suck. That was hell, literally. Hands were numb and all, couldn't reply Feeza in the car. Woah. Overwhelming.

Once the hyperventilating cleared, and cooled down for awhile, immediately I whipped out my wine and cig. Hahaha!!! Ohya, meanwhile Benin came as well. Lol. With chips, we were chilling by the road. After that, evryone left, leaving Jo, Bhav, Mai, Benin and me to go to the beach where we had our drinking games. And we drank till the break of dawn. *ting* Lots of laughter. Loved it. HAHAHAHA!!!

Left the beach by 8plus and got home, showered and slept till 12noon. And have been slacking at home since... Hmm, overall, I LOVED LAST NIGHT!!! It's one of my best night.

What a way to end off our hols huh! Hahahaha!!! Erm, but who says that we can't go Supper next wed for ladies night? Though work's started by then, its just orientation! Still can afford to club, home to sleep for 2hrs and work.

(:

UP-ZEE-A-HOLE

OMG. I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS!

I so fucking miss NZ. And I just wanna be in Australia right now! Almost half of the Haka crew's there currently and seeing how they communicate on FB to meet up and all.. Makes it even worse. Here I am trapped in this bloody island, with all kinds of stupid problems. And with only 4days of hols left before starting work. All I want now is to hop onto a plane and fly over to Sydney at this moment and have fun, then come back on Sunday night just in time for work the next day.

But no, it's not gonna happen. I'll just be going to supperclub tnight, DNA on fri night and rebel on sat night. That's about it. I'd rather giveup all these clubbing nights man! How boring can life in SG be.

-_-

Heineken our all time fav...

Yesterday was crazy. Wokeup late, which led to being late meeting Huda at bedok mrt platform after her checkup.. Hahaha! Trained to city hall and shopped at all 3 malls there. Rafflescity, marinasquare and suntec. Heee. Then to penin to ask about my belly piercing. Basically, the guy said its signs of infection and I should know. LOL! Thanks ah.

Took the train to town after that, and continued with the shopping. Popped by fourskins to check on Jo if she's slacking at work. She totally was! Hahahaha!!! Then dinner before training home. Erm, finally I tried the circle line ah. Not bad not bad... Came home early ah, by 9pm home alr.
Was online and all.. And guess what, for the first time in my life! Nabil spoke to me on FB. Never ever he chat on FB with me ah.. First time doing it, for what, asking if drinking!HAHAHAHAHA!!! Seriously, oh my god.

Then 10+ our lovely drunkard fren Bhavtub, called to go drink at coffeeshop opposite my place. *ahem* Of cuz, being me I was all out for it. So she picked Nabil up then pick me up, and coffee shop here we come... Heineken. Standard. Feeza came to join later as well. What a fun night la! We're just crapping and joking around. The laughter was awesome. Erm, and Nabil taught me a new way of smoking. LOL. Joker la that one. Came home by 2+ and straight to....CW (: Haha. Slept by 4am.

Wokeup feeling like a zombie this morning at 9am. Then cabbed to CGH to meet Huda and Bhavna to collect our wonderful STAFF NURSE UNIFORM. -_- With the hot sun, we then went to Giant to get wine then to tamp for lunch and I got my Pazzion heels. Wait till my aunt sees it.. Lol. Of cuz there's a reason why she FORBIDS me to get anymore shoes. You just need to look at my shoe rack. And theres a reason why she FORBIDS me to get bags and clothes as well. Just take a peek at my bag shelf and cupboard.. Hahaha! But who cares! =P

Napping time soon before the huge party tnight. Supperclub. Yayy!!! I wanna party all night longgg :D

Blood loss, cells killed.

Alright, lets see.. What did I do yesterday... Hahaha!

Kk, so basically wokeup early to go for that bloody checkup at Bedok. Then to SNB to do the registration. Then to school to get my graduation tics. Oh my god! What a different feel being in campus once again after 5months!!! Walking around was overwhelming, we're not yr1, not yr2, not yr3... We're graduates. LOL! Bumped into Jason there as well.

After school, went to pick Mai up and to Tamp for Bounty Hunter. (the wonders of having a car. hahahahaha) Not bad, the movie.. Jo came after the movie, and off we went to pick Nabil up and had dinner at Simpang before heading back. Ohya, Jo and I had a short beer session after dinner opposite my place! Heineken. Our all time love. Haha.. Came back by 1130pm, trying to impress my aunt. *ting*

Went to bed by 1am. But before that I called for a small 'meeting' with my lovely aunt. ;) Basically I asked that she close BOTH her eyes this week regarding my late nights, since it's my last week of fun. Then told her briefly about wed night and how I'm not coming home till Thursday. Omg, you shud have seen how I went on and on, being all so convincing and poorthing, and finally....... GREENLIGHT!!! So depending on how my body takes it, it's all out tnight, wed night, thurs night, fri night, sat night and sunday till 7pm only. HAHAHAH!!! Monday work ah.. :D

Talking about work, Hajarah's coming w14 with meeee!!!! :D :D :D I'm so happy! It's like a bonus to have a fren going to the same ward as you, especially it's a fren whom you've survived PRCP together with in that crazily busy ward. Yayyy!!!

(:

Rebelious weekend

My weekend was just way too nice to be true. Lol. Started with Saturday, a lil of slacking at home in the day, then to Ikea and Giant with my 2 aunts after dinner. Loved how I decided to grab just anything since my aunt was paying. Hahaha! Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on how you see it, we bumped into my uncle's wife and her parents at Giant. And how I bumped into her the second time when I was alone, how we talked about graduation and work... It just felt weird. Super weird. She seems rather calm. Thinking back, the last time I saw her when she budged into my room while I was sleeping the other day. Flashbacks.... Sucky.

Got home and changed, then cabbed to CQ. Met Fiona and her gang of frens at Rebel. Fucking awesome place I swear. I'm so going back there sooooon!!! :D Partied with them till about 2am then met Bhavna. Walked to BQ where we're supposed to meet Tasha and all for drinking. But didn't work out. So popped by DNA for abit, looks a lil better than the weekdays. Hahaha! Then back to CQ Macs where we sat down for a short nice talk before cabbing home.

I liked how Bhavna just mentioned about things that I've never really thought about. And how the topic about 'home' just got stuck in my head for the rest of the night. The conclusion now is...I'm not at home, I'm just in a house! LOL! Was texting her before going to sleep, that weird as it is, I don't think I'd call this home home and infact to me there's not one place I'd call home. How it'll be people, not everyone but just a handful of them. And none of them I'll say its my family. Hahaha.. Yeap, that pretty much summed up my lovely Saturday.

Woke up this morning after 4hrs of sleep, crying. I don't know why. But I guess it'll be because of the overwhelming thought and feeling after talking to my uncle's wife at Giant the day before. Thinking about how we all used to get together almost everyweek for dinner, talking, joking, laughing... But now it's just different. For the worse. Plus my uncle and cousin, they're like in the running. It's just such a sad situation altogether. And obviously I'm still trying to adjust to the change. On top of all these, I wouldn't wanna face the whole IMH drama again. God forbids that to happen.

Anyway, so after church I went to meet Selina and CLN. Cafe iguana for margarita and yummy mussels. (: Then to Orchard for shopping!!! Busted quite alot of money... Then coffee and ramen before training back. We were laughing the whole time la! Damn hilarious, and nice catching up after so long. Met Bhavna at Eunos then to ECP for abit before coming back to this house. LOL!!! I think, I think I'm happy.

(:

Our NEW Routine

OMG. Tonight was damn fun la! Who ever thought that Feeza and Bhavna would ever drive together one behind another.. Who ever thought that Feeza and Sheila will be in the car infront and you have Bhavna and me in the car at the back... Who ever thought that we'll be making rounds in tamp stadium carpark. Who ever thought that we'll chill together at tamp stadium for drinks on a friday night, and not at Phuture with the rest. HAHAHAHAHA!!! And err, who ever thought that I'll forget about my heels and left it there when we left.

Just too funny la. Talking about Sheila and her dance moves at Play the other night.. How we're gonna start work and party at the same time... And of cuz the ppl who should just go get a room. LOL! Then we had people snoring behind us.

Anyway, DNA was a failure. Maybe we should try it out next Sat.. ;) Next week's gonna be a full on go all the way out to have fun week. Final week before we start work. Hmm... We've Hannah in w36. Bhav, Huda and Mai in OT. Feeza in w40+. Liyana smwhere there. Shannen in w20+. Fiona and Mabel back to w48. And me, in w14. :D

Love it. *ting*

Wednesdays at Supperclub. Thursdays to Play. Fridays, tamp stadium. LOL.

Pre-working phase

Lunch and shopping at Whitesands with Hannah was really good. As usual, our talks, and joking around.. Errr, deciding on cakes, supermarketing... And of course, getting excited about work together. Mission is to find hot pink name tag scroll thing. HAHAHAHA!!! Lets start work bimbotic.

Too lazy to go to ulu Ikea, so came back instead. Sleepy. Thinking about Phuture tonight, but $23 lehh! Thats only entry smore. But on the other hand, I think its gonna be interesting cause the ward staffs going also, Fiona also... Tsk. Tough decision here. Will I wanna bust $23 on entry? Hmm....

(:

**THE ONE THING I've ever regret in life would be knowing you and that bunch of people**
**and who the fuck are you to say that i'm self wallowing? if i am, i wudnt be how i am today**

I live with NO regrets.

There's nothing and will be nothing about whatever happened last night that I'll regret and will ever regret. I'm not that sort of person who regrets her doings. (: Happy with it like that.

There are loads of people out there who thinks they know me, when they know shit. Do you ever understand what I go through everyday, no. Do I need to see a loved one on the hospital bed, regardless its cause for physical problems or psychological problems before I feel anything, no. If you think my life here's a bed of roses, you're wrong. Not one day is passes peacefully. Why do you think I'm wanting to move out of SG so bad. Think again.

Meeting Hannahfor lunch, cotton on and ikea later.

(:

[I miss NZ. I miss BG. I miss the Haka crew.]

Is irt worth the tears?

This home is gonna be filled with tears. People crying to sleep, crying every now and then... OHGOD!!! When evrerthing's falling apart, what do you do? It might be a similar probelm everytime it happens, but each time, it's a new heartache.

We have people budging into the house anytime in the day, non stop phone calls, threatening smses... What else is next? I'm done sharing with people around me about it, I'll never give the details of each tear I cry. I see no point in it, and it just makes me more vulnerable, as what BG said. (:

I LOVE BRIDGET

Sunday
Churched. Lunch. Home. Watched Date Night with Jasmine.. After the movie, bought wine and fries and into the chalet compound we went. Hahaha! Hungout there for abit and home after.

Monday
Met Lily to cab to eunos. Popped by Bhavna's to give her some honey. Then train to tamp with Lily where we metup with Jo! There she was geared with the hena. Lol. Had lunch at LJS before taking a bus to Lily's place for abit, then to mine. Where the devil horns came out. On the way walking to my place, we played in the rain! Yayy! So much of fun!!! (: Though our hena plan kinda failed, the day was well spent with fun, joy and luaghter.

Tuesday
BCLS. It was full of shit, I promise. Shared cab to CGH with Lily that morning... 830am till about 230pm. Then to Nabins with Huda, was nice catching up with her after more than a month. Bhavna joined us later on, since shisha only starts at 6pm. Dropped Huda home and the both of us went to the beach for a short while before going home.

Wednesday
Briefing at Tamp Plaza at 9am. Ohgod. Wokeup and only then I realised I need so many documents and needed to fill up all those forms! Hahaha!!! Damn retarded. Plus need the passport size pictures. Was running all over pasir ris then met Lily to go over together.. Fucking lame ah, the briefing. After that, went for makan and then to Bhavna's to slack for awhile with Lily before meeting Feeza for lunch at Bedok. Then picked Huda up from tamp and off we went to Penin!!! Lily got her belly pierced! *ting* ECP to hangout for abit before Bhavna started dropping one by one home. Came back, got ready and cabbed to Jo's to get ready together for clubbing...Met Bhav at eunos where she drove us to pick Tasha and Ann up, then to Supper. Bumped into Sheila and gang! :D After Supper, we went over to Arena till 430am. Vanessa Honeypancake billed out on us last minute, so, we might be going to Supper on sat to club with her! Lol. Went back to Bhav's where I took a nap before cabbing home with Jo. I'm so happy.

BRIDGET
This fren of mine here, NEVER fails to slap me with words. She's always straight to the point with me. Lol. But that's what I always need. Someone to knock some sense into me and wake me up from this what seems to beautiful dream. "it's always difficult intitially but after some time u'll be glad u moved on rather than wasted more time with....." That's what I got for confiding into her about something. HAHAHA!!! So alright, I'll try hard, I promise, do it at least for her yea?

WARD 14
Wish me luck please. Psych ward la! I'm posted there!!! -_- WTF. Already dealing with crazy people at home, now even at work... How not to be crazy you tell me.

Partners in crime...

Yes, put the both of us together (Jo and me) and there'll be no such thing as law. HAHAHA!!! I love how we just come up with crazy ideas and do random things. So yea, went to get my belly pierced today with her. The feeling of standing there in fear and excitement was damn shiok. Jo call me crazy for that. Haha! But isn't that what I was looking for? Thrill. Tatt's next.




Then we walked to suntec to get our movie tics. And, we randomly hopped onto this fucking lame ride.. With evryone watching us. Lol. Went out for a smoke and Jasmine came join us for abit, joked around then wanted to go walk around that fountain thing, but they stopped the walking in already... How sad. So we went for dinner at the foodcourt before the movie. Shutter Island. I will say that it's kinda loooong. Took 519 home after.

Walking out of suntec was scary I must say. The both of us were literally running at some point in time. Hahaha! The bus ride home wasn't as simple as just a ride. Planned for next monday already la, standard. Henna and our 'tatts'. Cheers to that! :D

Haircut therapyyy.

Haircut therapy. Love. Though I still want it shorter. Will be cutting and doing soft rebond within the next few days! I don't care. Hahaha! Then highlight after that. Now, I'm waiting to meet Jo in abit for my piercing... Yayy! :D

Officially wokeup at 5pm today. Sleeping was so nice. Hahaha! Got online, and there, BG started her 'counselling' session with me. Cuz apparantly I did text her quite afew times on wed night, and she got worried waking up to all those. Oopps. But was definately nice talking to her once again, and I really miss her already.

Stay at home being bored. Then Bhavna picked me up at about 8plus and off we went to homely BQ. (: Shah alam and DNA. Err, can I just say that DNA has became so boring! Seriously. So we left by 11pm and decided to go over to CQ and drink by the river. Lol. Got myself a bottle of white wine from 7/11, Bhav and her beer and plonked ourselves there, at our usual spot. Cockroaches chased us off CQ after awhile. And our lovely friend here, decided to not tell me where we're heading to and just drove. -_- Mount Faber that is. HAHAHA!!!

Drank there right infront of the merlion.. And left by 2am. (: There was this chinese funeral or ritual thing going on as well. Ohgod.

Anyway, so besides all these that's happened today... I've gathered that, people are just moving on, or rather moved on. Very simple one would be DNA 'collapsing', and the regulars aren't even coming anymore. They've gone to places like Supper. Hahaha!!! Talking to BG also makes me feel like the moving on that I've been trying to get myself in, its been babysteps. Which prolongs everything. So I was thinking, why not just make a huge step into it first.. ;)

As how some things are right now, things have changed. While I was away that one month. It's just different. Get it? And maybe I myself have changed as well. Which I'd say partly would be the circumstances and situations that caused it. But at the same time, I wouldn't say it's entirely them, cause at the end of the day, it's my choice of wanting to remain, or to move on... Since I've decided to move on, in certain ways, I'd appreciate that people will respect my decision. Like I didn't choose this path for no reason. There's always a reason to it. And one of it will be that I think I've had enough. *shrugs*

Many things in life you can't take control of. And if it's causing pain or hurt to you, its your choice at the end to stay in there and endure it, if so, are you happy? Or you could, you know, get over it and move on.. Easier said than done. But sometimes I'd say that it'll be worthit.

Alright... Almost time to sleep since my pics on fb aren't uploading without failure. Lol. Piercing with Jo tmr before meeting Jasmine for Shutter Island. Jo's coming toooo! Yayy!

Errr, I've decided to just fuck it, fuck evrything and just enjoy life for now.. :D I'm doing what I've always wanted to do and yea, those piercings. And not forgetting my first tattoo with my first pay in june! *ting*

Finally, I think there's one thing that I've held on since the NZ trip, which I can't figure if I actually regret doing or not. Yes, it did happen. And I feel that I've let down some people, especially my aunt for say? Isn't this that always happen anw? I'm always a disappointment. So in order for you not to be disappointed in me, I guess the only way is just not to have any expectation from me, and maybe you should just care less about me. Yes, you. You who are reading this right now, it applies to you as well. (:

Well, time to get some rest before a start of a brand new day! That's if I can go to sleep.

(:

Didn't go for the picnic. Texted Huda, and it was pretty obvious she was pissed about it. But I seriously can't be bothered. Walking around at home was already a problem. And is it my fault that I couldn't sleep even though I was so tired? Haa! (:

Anyway...
OH MY GOD. Can I just say that last night was awesome fun! Only with less than 2hrs of sleep, Liyana and I decided that we should have some thrilling yet stressful moment together. To make up story for our Playful night! Hahaha! Once the both of us got the green light. Vrooooom! Out of the house!

Met at pasir ris mrt, trained to tamp to get changed and makeup... Then trained to tanjong pagar! Woohooo!!! You should see the smiles on our faces, the bounce with each of our steps, the laughter of accomplishment. AHHH!!! So we decided we have to enjoy the night to the max since we worked so hard to be able to come out. Drank at the coffeeshop, standard. Feeza came.. Waited for Bhavna. Met with Sheila and her group of frens. And in we go! Applied for membership... Power or what. Lol. It was so fun clubbing in with all these people. Sheila was damn funny. Cant stop laughing. And it was nice people watching while dancing and laughing at them.

Left Play at about 3am. Got into Bhavna's car and off we went to drop Feeza home. (: ROADBLOCK!!!!!! The biggest roadblock I've ever came across la. Toooooo funny I swear. We were all asked to step out of the car. First thing that came to mind was, ohno, that's drink driving for Bhavna. Second was that I'm supposed to be at Liyana's house for stayover. Third was....I just ha a record with the police 3days back! Not agaain!!!! And the moment we drove off the roadblock all of us bursted out laughing. Ohgod. Scary yet funny.

Dropped Feeza off, then we went to Kembangan area for maggi goreng. Liyana can really eat mann! No joke. Hahaha! Bhavna then drove the both of us to pasir ris beach. We homeless kids for the night. So much for our 'stayover'... Hahahaha!!! Started off with the both of us yakking away. Then I finally gaveup. I needed to sleep. So there, on the bench, I laid down, bag as my pillow, legs up on the backrest. Fucking classic position la I promise. Lol. While Liyana was busy with the camera.

Woke up at 650am. And the both of us were like, need to shower la. SO!!! We went to the toilet there, smoking inside, and decided that we'll just shower. HAHAHA!!! With my cig in one hand, I was enjoying the coldness of the water. Our cheap thrills. ;) Our makeshift towels were damn hilarious. OMG. Bestest night la. Here's to more of these thrills! :D Walked out to take a bus home and here I am, blogging, before I head to bed.

Cheap thrills accomplished, with Liyana, at the beach after a playful night at Play. *ting*

**btw ah, Liyana's curse from her mother for getting mouth cancer obviously isn't working... she gave in and smoked 2 sticks. HAHAHA.**

Clubbing last night was fun. It's been more than one month since we last clubbed together.. Jo, Bhav and me. Plus nik was there, and so were tasha and ann. (: Started off with a bottle of wine somewhere outside Supper. No opener. And yeap, when you put Jo and I together, you get the craziness. We went to a CLOSED restaurant cuz we saw wine bottle in the display. Asked for help to open the bottle. And they were laughing so hard. Lol.

Supper was awesome.. Vanessa was there too. Got really high and tipsy. Jo was worst off. She was drunk I would say. Her friend picked us up and dropped me off at clarkquay to meet Bhav and the rest. Headed to another club. EMPTY. Hahaha! But left shortly after.

Ohgod. I've never in my life felt anymore miserable than that. And there's no one to talk to. Called Hannah but no answer.. But she called back shortly. And I was already crying. Infact the moment I stepped out of the club, tears were freeflow. -_- From the stairs to out of the building, to being in the middle of the road. Hmm... Haven't cried so much in a long time. I guess that's what happen when evrything accumulates and then something triggers it, with the help of alcohol of course. On the phone with Hannah for a good more than one hour. I just didn't wanna go home.. But yea, went home eventually. Got home by 7+. And not yet slept.

Bloodshot and puffy eyes. Ergh. That's what you get for crying.

(:

How does slacking at home sound? BORING. Hahaha! But there's just time when you don't feel like going out, I believe.. (: Have been rotting at home yesterday, and my phone starting vibrating at about 7pm, and the caller ID reads 'Bhavtub'. LOL! She picked me up shortly and we headed to the beach. Just chilling in the rain. Yes, rain. Hahaha! Then to whitesands for makan. Then she drove me to Jasmine's to pass her smth before dropping me at home.

I'm happy. And I've to say that if not for last night, I wouldn't have realised how much I miss hanging out with Bhavna just like that. ;) Finally after tht 2 nights with my frens, I can say it's nice being home, back in SG. And it's just for them.

Supperclub tnight!!! :D Tnight is the long awaited night. We're partying so hard I don't care.

And chalet next week, no choice but better work out. Time for some drinking gamesss.

(:

**though I know that it'll never be the same as before anymore, i guess, it's still nice to have these hangouts like the past, once in awhile. memories sake.**

Last night was fun. Hannah, Jo, Bhavna, Liyana, Feeza, Mai, Nabil... Dinner and beach. Lovely. It's been so long, nice hanging out with evryone once again. (:


I HATE THE HEAT. Thank you very much. Melting. Just merely going opposite for lunch with Hannah, I almost died. Haha! And apparantly, Auckland's been colder since I left. -_- I also wanntt!!! I don't wanna be home. I don't wanna be in SG. I wanna get out of this house, of this place!

But oh well, that won't happen anytime soon for sure. Haha.

Yesterday was very much well spent! Though I think we could have minus the shopping.. LOL! So yeap, Yann went to the uni to work on his report early in the morning. BG and I took like forever to get ready then walked out to K road for sushi lunch, and to do some alterations for her dress. Took a bus to New Market after that. My first time in a NZ bus! Hahaha! Shopped. 530pm when the shops started closing down, we took a bus to the harbor.

Waited for Yann to join us for dinner at about 815pm. Meanwhile, the both of us decided to make ourselves comfortable at one of the coffee house, have a drink and tiramisu. ;) Yumm! And did lots of talking, talked about evrything... At some point in time, I did feel like my eyes are gonna overflow. Haha.. And when we were saying about how sometimes when you're so angry and upset, and when you cry, it's really sobbing kind and you just feel like puking. That isn't a very nice feel mann. Anyway, I'm so gonna miss talking to BG after I leave!

Dinner at this really lovely restaurant. Our last proper dinner together.. Since BG's working till 815pm today. Then! We walked back home from the harbor, about 40mins walk. In the cold. I was in my short dress! -_- But we had fun laughing at people along Queen's St and K Road! And, how people are being caught by the police... Passed my the YHA where I started my roadtrip, ahh, sucky feeling. The Haka team should be doing their glacier hike either today or tmr... I wannt!!! Haha.

It's already Sunday, almost 1pm here. My last day in Auckland.. Exactly 24hrs from now, I'd be in the plane somewhere in the air. Lol.

Clevedon oysters, AWESOME! :D

The drive there was fun, alot to talk about, with the beautiful scenary.. When we saw the coastline, we're like OMG! Hahaha! Nice sharing these moments with friends. (: Had the bestest mussel chowder with garlic bread and fish&chips for lunch! Not forgetting our 5dozens of oysters. Lol. Brought the remaining home for dinner later...

I'm too lazy to transfer the beautiful oyster pictures for uploading. Maybe another time yea.. Now what I want is a walk out to K road and get myself a hot chocolate from starbucks. Yes, in the cold. But it's nice, especially after a warm shower! Haha! And the 2 crazy girls next door are playing clubbing music once again. Kill me.

I don't remember Auckland being so chilly when I first came.. Went for a walk along K road and for the first time, I really appreciate the sun! Walking in the shade and out of it, vast difference! And you know what, forget about those shorts, I'm changing to tights. Hahaha! BG's picking me up at 115pm for Clevedon oysters. Lol. I'm so layering up. ;)

And, this week is passing a little too fast to my liking... It's already Friday! 2 more days left in Auckland and it's time to fly back to SG! ): I'm so gonna miss BG! I've gotta wait till a year later before seeing her again. That's a long time.

But at the same time, I do miss my friends back in SG! I miss hanging out with them.. Seafood dinner when I get back on Monday with them sounds really good! Haha! Reverse bungy with Jo is coming sooooon! :D And those endless clubbing nights! Sadly, I've gotta stay away from shopping for the next 3 months yea, spent wayyyy toooo much here already.

Was watching ANTM on youtube earlier on, and the thought of these girls getting pregnant just at their first time having sex, sounds.....crazy. And they're only like what, 18years?! Ohgod. Who'll wanna be tied down to a goddamn child at this age man! It's the time in life when you'll wanna enjoy life to the max.. Travel, see the world, get to know people from everywhere.... I can't imagine myself in their shoes.

I've my own dream to work towards. Not that what I want in life is bloody big, but still! Haha! And I still wanna travel! My goal of having one month roadtrips every year has to come true. My aim to save up while working... I know what I want. May sound unrealistic but I'm gonna make it happen. Moving out of SG is another thing to work towards. And after seeing all these broken marraiges and all happening around me, I won't wanna settle down anytime soon! The thought of it already makes my hair stand. Come on, I can survive without a man. All is well! Hahaha!

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First of all, we DID NOT go for Clevedon's oysters today! Cause.....we were toooo engrossed with our shopping!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! Yeap, we're at DressSmart, thinking that we'll only go to that ONE shop to get the jacket and dress, but ended up visiting afew other shops.. By the time we stepped out of the place was 310pm already. And decided that we shant take the risk to drive all the way there, with the heavy traffic and see that it's closed already. They close at 4pm, that's why.. Lol.

So we headed to Sylvia Park where we continued with our very productful shopping... Hahaha! How nice is it to go around shopping, knowing that you have a car waiting for you just nearby, so that you can dump all your stuff in it and continue with more shopping. ;) Plus how nice is it to walk out of the mall, with cold wind blowing, and not warm SG air with the huge crowd that you've to squeeze through... Hahaha! Love it!

Returned the car to Tiger at the uni then walked back. Yes, with our shopping bagsss. Haha. Prepared dinner and attempted at packing my new items. Tried very hard.. I need to try harder. Maybe Sunday... Lol. Showering time, then sleeping soon. We'll be heading for oysters tmr, for real this time round. Enough of shopping!

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OMG! Last night was such a funny night! Hahaha! BG wanted us to suprise her with candle-light dessert when she comes out of the shower.. Which is chocolate ice cream with Baileys. But obviously we DID NOT! Hahahahaha!!!

We did have it in the end, but not as a suprise... Lol. The candle holder and candles that we brought back from Tiger's, ice cream we bought the other day and Baileys for course. Aww! And not forgetting the priceless laughter. Love.

Oysters later on! Yayy! BG's gonna pick me up in abit and off we go for the day! (: Yes, using Ziggy today... Oopps.

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Today's just so lovely.. Wokeup and saw BG watching some Jap show online, instead of studying! Lol. Got ready, and off we went to DressSmart! *ting* Took Yann's car and he had to walk home from the uni after that. Hahaha! Ohya, before going to DressSmart, we popped by Tiger's place. Nice house I must say, but.....kinda useless right. How fun and pleasant will it be to have an awesome job, a nice house, a car, but no one to truely enjoy it with? Ohwell... I wouldn't wanna be in his situation. So we took some stuff from the house and dumped it into the car and crossed over for some serious shopping!!! :D

Haven't shopped with BG for a long long time! And we did alot of it today. Ended the day with so many bags filled with lovely things.. Heeee! Got into the car and drove to OneTreeHill. Awesome sunset we witnessed. Sunset has never been so beautiful, I guess it's the place, people you're with and the mood. Haha! Drove home after that. BG cooked dinner. Yummy food we had with cidar of course. (: And got ready, and walked to the YMCA for their soccer match.

Can I just say that it was a heavenly feeling to walk out the building with BG.. Her in her soccer attire and me in my shorts and hoodie, with the hoodie over my head and hands in the pocket. With the wind blowing slightly, cold air... Ahhh~ BG has always been someone I looked up to all these years, and she's one person I can tell everything to, knowing that she'll be there for me, and she won't judge me in any way, and that her advices are genuine. Love her so much! Yayy! We've been talking so much these 2 days. Me telling her about things and how she suggested on getting things better, and she even told me about her crazy past. Which is an honor to knw about! Hahaha! Then I had her sharing about Tiger as well.. I absolutely love talking to her! Feels so nice! And after that, you just feel a huge burden off your shoulders.

Soccer watching was fun. Hahaha! Laughed and cheered on them. Now that we're back, almost time for Baileys and ice cream! Tmr will be a day to drive off Auckland for fresh oysters! And of course to pop by DressSmart in the morning to get our die die must get clothes. (:

AND! I love how the both of us are talking about next year.. So quick. Hahaha! Can't wait till I'm back here again one year from now! *jumps for joy* My aunt's already agreed to send me over for the 24days roadtrip, and I'm so spending another one week here in Auckland with BG! Yayy!!! Plus BG might join for the South Island part if she has the money. We'll see!

CHEERS! ;D

We were supposed to sleep earlier last night! Went offline, kept away my journal.. But, BOOOM! BG whips out the Baileys yet again. HAHAHA!!! And I was digging into the Avon box like a child during christmas. :D We were laughing so much as well. God knows about what, but yes, just laugh! Then we waited for BG to finish her personalilty survey thing from the counselling before the lights went off.

As I was lying in bed, I thought about the past week and a half since I've been here, and as I recall all the journaling, how the tour went and all the talks I had with BG... Afew lessons I've learnt. And one of them would be to take things easy in life, and sometimes you just have to care less. Applies to many things huh! ;)

So today! Slack day again.. I'm too sianed to go bump around, after the roadtrip filled with extreme fun and adrenaline rush, I can't be bothered with half fun. LOL! But yea, will be heading to K road and maybe Queen's street later in the afternoon, for some shopping. Hahaha! BG's bringing me for oysters tmr, 45mins drive away, I think she's 'stealing' DW's car for that.. *ting*

Coastal drivee....... ahhhhh! It definately reminds me of the fresh oysters off the rock on day2 of my trip! Verve stopped the minibus by the road and was like, lets get down for a munch. Then he led us down rocky rocks (no joke going down and up those rocks mann!) for some oysters. Banging and rinsing them for us. LOL! Best part was that I was in slippers!!! Climbing and walking on those oysters filled rocks are not easy man! Nevertheless, was worthit! Fun and yumm! :D

I'm back from the north island roadtrip!!! (: It'll be kinda impossible to mention evrything about the all so wonderfully awesome trip here.. Hahaha! Overall it was really great fun, filled with random stuff, crazy acts and activities, drinkdrunkdrama and an awesome night to close my journey with them... Haka Tours, you gotta love it. ;)

They say, we're the extremes cause we're Haka. So what's boundaries when we the extremes are there? LOL! Tell us what we can't do, and we'll do it. Like whatever pub or bars that do not have a dancefloor, when we team Haka's there, there will be one! *ting* Crazy, random shit we do, but at the end of the day, it's just to have FUN!

So yea, hugs to bid goodbye as they left for the ferry terminal to continue they're tour to the south island.. A huge part of me wanted to go with them badly, but I'm saving it for next year. Screw that Balenciaga bag for my 21st, I want a roadtrip to NZ! :D Weird part is, these people who made my 7days a memorable one, they are people who I'll most probably won't get to meet again in life, and yet it was such a memorable experience they left in me... Like, seriously, the past 7days were the BEST 7days of my life. Haha! I'm loving it.

Anyway, yeap, they left Wellington's YHA, not long after I left as well, took the flight back to Auckland.. Yann picked me up and straight to the sexshop. Whole day there, educational! HAHAHA!!! BG is just getting really good at it. Lol. Yann then picked us up for dinner before heading back... Today's declared to be a slack day for me. BG and Yann went to the Uni to get work done and here I am, chilling at home.. Doing some laundry from my trip, surfing the net and soon to catch up with my journaling.

CHEERS!