lateNIGHTS.

Random latenights have been awesome! (:

New hangout places includes pond & changi! Hahaha!! Thinking back about tnight, I can't stop laughing... From the moment we changed our plans to cycle to changi, to meeting at the busstop first, to the punctured bicycle, to feeza coming, to snapping away, to playing sparkles, to jumping around cuz of cats, to the neither aunties nor uncles, to magnum love, to fitting the bicycle into feeza's car, to cabbing home, till now~ Omg. What a night.

I love my people.
I'm a happy soul.

xoxo (:

Friends.

Friends. Such a huge word.. Haa! But omg, they're amazing! (:

Really appreciate that random night where chinese meet malay meet geylang meet spin at changi... And best part, random teh at saffrons and our hangout on a picnic mat by the pond under that nightsky. Laughter, dancing, singing, sharing, crying.. What a shift in mood eh. Haha! Aiya, so much was said and showed, ive got no time to go into details now!

But i definately love my friends! And a huge thank youu to all(:

Position-LESS.

I'm in no position to say to you what to do. Likewise, you're in no position to say to me how should i feel towards this.

As much as how I'd like to hold on to this regardless, now I don't know anymore...

Tell me about love.

Nothing kills faster, hurts harder than a "I love you, but..."

Just when I thought I saw a glimpse of light to this love, it became dark again. Everything was going well, we might even meet again for sure soon, but your few words made my hope and dream came crashing down.. That you might be going back soon. Haa! I should have been knowing that this day will eventually come eh.

Not that we want, not that he asked, but just a thought... Is it really true that the only way to let us be together is to get married? If its so, then its okay. Marriage will never be for me at least for now. What's marriage. Something to be broken at the end of the day? Hehh... Seen too much, been through as much. Don't wanna be a part of the tragedy... Yes, I've got no faith in marriage, none at all.

And the thought of work tmr with my beloved preceptor.... Not at all helping.

The power of love.

Its suprising how people just decide to get married just like that. Maybe that's what love does? But as for me, the thought of getting married, it chases me a million miles away! Hehh.. Sad or what.

Anw, i miss my boyf. And i love him +++! (:
Hahahaha!!! I shall heed his brainless advice to do wordsearch when i'm bored to save money.
Soon i'll complete many many seriessss of wordsearch!

The beauty of.......

Shagged.

First, many thanks to xuan who came all the way to the east! And here's to more of these times that will be coming our way(:

"You're so boring"
Hehh.. Maybe you'd like to look at yourself in the mirror before saying anything. I love how I'm living the kind of life that I want now. And I've no time for all your bull now.

More to deal with currently. Work's been sucky. Home's not been too homely. All I can say is the random nights out with my darlings helped alot. Not to forget those cheap thrills that we seek.

Insight.

Random. But suddenly I feel very 'travel-ly'. Just wanna hop onto a plane and go capture breath-taking scenaries and moments. I wanna see the world. Mountains, oceans, sunsets, waves... Waves as they come crashing down. Hmmmm.....

Deserving & Worth.

"I may not be your bestest best of friend but all was done cause you deserve it"
"You deserve all these and way more"
"You deserve to be loved, definately"
"You're worth more than this"
"You don't deserve all these marks"

I've never thought I'd deserve anything bad, but not anything worth so much as well..
And to all you sweethearts, all your friendships are highly cherished and close to heart thats for sure.. (:

Happy National Day!

The girl who

...suck when it comes to direction and gets lost every now and then
...will never go easy on alcohol at all times
...gets drunk more than half the time she club
...would rather be put behind bars if her late nights are taken away
...decides to be bitchy whenever she feels like it
...has the most awesome friends surrounding her
...enjoys the company of her friends
...adores travelling
...will never forget her perfect New Zealand trip in a million years
...does nursing just to get herself out of this sunny island
...is the mad who is sane in the mad world
...at times just feel like shooting herself in her head
...hates herself most at times
...cries to sleep and wakeup crying sometimes
...is constanly missing a handful of her darlings who are off this island's shore
...yearns for cheap thrills and adrenaline rushes every now and then
...quarrels with her family every other day
...is in love with someone who's miles away
...is now attached

SURVIVED 20 YEARS.

Hahahaha!!! Cheers (:

Have not spent such alone time in a long long time... (:
Busted quite an amount but im happy! Haha! Now that august is here, im just hopin for december to come.
Hmmm.... Theres too much to say and too little time to do it.