My weekend was just way too nice to be true. Lol. Started with Saturday, a lil of slacking at home in the day, then to Ikea and Giant with my 2 aunts after dinner. Loved how I decided to grab just anything since my aunt was paying. Hahaha! Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on how you see it, we bumped into my uncle's wife and her parents at Giant. And how I bumped into her the second time when I was alone, how we talked about graduation and work... It just felt weird. Super weird. She seems rather calm. Thinking back, the last time I saw her when she budged into my room while I was sleeping the other day. Flashbacks.... Sucky.
Got home and changed, then cabbed to CQ. Met Fiona and her gang of frens at Rebel. Fucking awesome place I swear. I'm so going back there sooooon!!! :D Partied with them till about 2am then met Bhavna. Walked to BQ where we're supposed to meet Tasha and all for drinking. But didn't work out. So popped by DNA for abit, looks a lil better than the weekdays. Hahaha! Then back to CQ Macs where we sat down for a short nice talk before cabbing home.
I liked how Bhavna just mentioned about things that I've never really thought about. And how the topic about 'home' just got stuck in my head for the rest of the night. The conclusion now is...I'm not at home, I'm just in a house! LOL! Was texting her before going to sleep, that weird as it is, I don't think I'd call this home home and infact to me there's not one place I'd call home. How it'll be people, not everyone but just a handful of them. And none of them I'll say its my family. Hahaha.. Yeap, that pretty much summed up my lovely Saturday.
Woke up this morning after 4hrs of sleep, crying. I don't know why. But I guess it'll be because of the overwhelming thought and feeling after talking to my uncle's wife at Giant the day before. Thinking about how we all used to get together almost everyweek for dinner, talking, joking, laughing... But now it's just different. For the worse. Plus my uncle and cousin, they're like in the running. It's just such a sad situation altogether. And obviously I'm still trying to adjust to the change. On top of all these, I wouldn't wanna face the whole IMH drama again. God forbids that to happen.
Anyway, so after church I went to meet Selina and CLN. Cafe iguana for margarita and yummy mussels. (: Then to Orchard for shopping!!! Busted quite alot of money... Then coffee and ramen before training back. We were laughing the whole time la! Damn hilarious, and nice catching up after so long. Met Bhavna at Eunos then to ECP for abit before coming back to this house. LOL!!! I think, I think I'm happy.
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