As of 31mar'11 [II] ;

Today, it was CGH first in the early afternoon to complete filing my personal training file since Tam said by 31st, or we'll get it from him. But FYI, when he saw me and knew that I was back to get that done, he was so cool about it and even said its not important and can do another time.. Hahaha!

Following, was another chillax session with Hannah. Delifrance then mee sua. We ate like nobody's business please. Hmm.... And I know this isn't my first time saying this, but I just have to. This woman, also a friend of mine, named Elhannah Ho, she reads me like a book. It's a good thing, cause some things that are kinda tougher for me share, she lays it all beautifully on the table for me already. Hahaha!! I thank the heavens for her!!! *xoxo*

Most importantly, a trip to Hong to the Kong with ze family is coming up~ Woohoooo!!! And not forgetting Europeee!! Ahhh.... Life is sweet baby!

As of 31mar'11 ;

Yesterday was the best day of the week by far! ((: Went present-hunting with Elhannah the psycho and ended up chilling at soupspoon and newyork newyork snacking on mushrooms... Then came Bhavna Bhardwaj, and we headed on to 1Altitude!!! Oooh laa laaaa~ I absolutely love that place, it's like you're literally on top of the world! Plus we had boatquay and all the others under our noses! ;)

Hmm, these 2 friends... Fight or no fight, I'm confident that the friendship will carry on. It contains too much to fall back on to just fuck it huh. Hahaa.. I might not be as close to these people while in school cause of the different lecture groups that we're in, but it definately grew as time goes by. Looking back, Hannah's right, we've more or less changed, and for sure we've grown from that playful slacker student and for some of us, also as that hardcore party goer hitting the clubs at least 3times a week and getting drunk.... To now, a working adult who still knows how to play but with a more balanced lifestyle in a way... Heh, we graduated together man! HAA! Anything, for the both of them..!!

As of 30mar'11 ;

Two days ago, it was chillax around city hall area to boatquay with Feeza and Sheila plus the decision to take pubic and by feet, and just snapping away throughout... And then it was about some bitch fight at work that I heard of..!! Joker.

Yesterday's morning shift was with the wrong combination of staff. Just too bad for me. But I've a plus point there, my *ahem* patient is back! So happy. Not that I wish that she's unwell, but its just nice to have her around? Haha.. So much for Sue telling me about her return the day before but I didn't want to believe her. Opps. After was 'viewing' HuiYue and ManFang playing the game of badminton. Then came Sheila.....

Now, my aunt's asking to go Redang or Krabi in June. Ergh. What kind of question!!! But there's a twist to it, trust me! ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERVE~!!

A year ago, it was us bursting balloons in your face and feasting on beer, wine and cider.. (: Until now, I still look back on one of the best weeks of my life! Thanks to you, showing us around your 'back-yard'!!

As of 28mar'11 ;

Almost three years ago on 28june'08, it was a beautiful day where a lovely couple made their wedding vows... And prior to that beautiful day itself, the couple, alongside with a handful of their friends hit multiple sites around this sunny island for their photoshoot in a school bus. Friends were snapping away with their tiptop photography skills while fighting the heat of the sun but at the same time competing against the clock for the sunlight.....

I was just browsing through the wedding photos of this couple and decided to post somthing.. Haha! To me, it's a joyful and memorable photoshoot to have, not engaging professional wedding photographers but just embracing in the simplicity of we have... And also to me it was a perfect wedding, but sadly not a lasting marraige.

As of 27mar'11;

Today's 5 pathetic staff for afternoon shift magically dropped to THREE when two unconsiderate souls took what you call the am-cee. Thank god they called back one staff which brought the total to 4. Hmm... Not too bad but not too good as well. Not nice to not have anyone to talk to at work. Bleah.

Post-work at nabins with Sheila was awesome shit. Good food and shisha and good drink, not missing out the good company. But I think Sheila's ears were going deaf when I went on and on about one year back. HAHA!! Was fun shit though, talking about the past.. One year ago at this time, I was almost heading for the sharkdive! (x And have already met teamHaka for the first time! Aww~ I miss it. It's been a year! Time flies. No, actually it feels very long time ago. Hehh, and I've been to NZ twice in a year. Nice or what! ;)

As of 25mar'11;

Today's morning shift was gila babi. Fuck those lodgers that were mine. Those different team doctors stomping in at different times one by one, those dressings, those DIL without DNR, those *ahem* doctors who are just HOs but act as though they're profs, those admissions, those discharges, those seniors who throws their weight around and not just don't help but throw their job to you... But ultimately, I'm really thankful for those seniors who've helped me so much! If not for them today, I'll never end work today. Oh, fuck that fire-drill that had to happen in the midst of all the crazy shit..!!

But cause the work did eventually came to an end, we had the luxury of hanging out after work.. (: Went to Thai express for dinner and was really good time crapping.. Together with Pink! Hahaa! The psy nurses were ready to pin down this schiz guy who was there eating as well, all ready for him to turn violent, but didn't happen. LOL! And the book shopping we did at Times, classic. Despite the one 'spoiler' amongst us... All in all, I had a really good time post-work~

About book shopping, I've always loved to read. But the only thing that's stopping me from doing it as much as I'd love to is the craziness and hecticness of my daily routine. It just doesn't feel right to read a book. I like it when I just have all the time I have and do nothing but chill and read.... Then only, that's truely enjoying the book! ;)

Now that Sue's inspired me to head to Laos, and even lend me her lonelyplanet guidebook, I'm very much interested and set for the destination.. It's not an everyday thing to come by someone who has similar views and love for the kind of travelling..!! Plus its not just any someone.. Really made me so excited.

Walk along the streets, go to a cafe and read a book, smoke a cigarette, people watch, snap pictures of anything and everything, get to know people from anywhere and everywhere, nightmarkets, have a chillax laidback holiday... Soak in the joy of the smallest and simplest thing ever, experience the freedom of the entire universe, having all the time in the world to yourself, and the fun of just being there and living it... Wah, that's the perfect holiday!

As of 23mar'11;

Today, its all about "good times never last"... Last night with Sue is already over! Next cycle we're no longer together, but will we still get to do same night again before she leaves? Hahaa.. All the stupid lame shit we did, all the ghostly encounters we went through, all the feasts we had, all the good and bad nurse-patient relationships we built..... The list never ends.

As of 21mar'11;

Today, it will be my first night of the two for this cycle, which is also the last of the 3 cycles I have with SSN Sue Li... Affected much. Our nights together have been the most enjoyable ones. Lovely.

Eat, cry, work, sleep. On repeat. That's what I've been up to recently. What kind of fucked up life is this man!! I need to get a life worth living. Erghhh.

As of 18mar'11;

"Nice people come and go" Sadly, Sue and mine favourite patient was already discharged today.. Someone whom in the past one month brought us joy and satisfaction at work, and maybe that little bit of headache in the beginning.

Today, I was boiling mad at my sister. For being childish and not thinking before opening her mouth or before doing anything. Also, I just wanna stop knowing anything and everything. I feel as though these msges and calls are just pushing me into a corner. Hmmm...

As of 12mar'11;

Last night was JB with Feeza and Sheila.. Impromptu night out and it had to be JB, thanks to Feeza and her crazy ideas! (: Massive feasting over seafood and shisha followed by some shopping. We're hunting for SKL, even did an amazing race down the lane of petrol koisks for it, and running across roads, but to no avail. Home by 4am, had a really good time!

Today, we came to know that unlce Francis passed on in the afternoon. It's so weird that in a week, we attended a wedding and then a funeral.

Anyway, Sue and Geraldine were saying we need to have an outing soon, for good food..!!

As of 11mar'11;

Yesterday was quite a pleasant shift at work.. Then was my distant cousin's wedding dinner in the evening. Ohyea!! I guess the only way to my 3year deadline to get married is the same way out as him, since its "when I say shotgun, you say marriage".

That's beside the point. Alot of things went through my mind through out that dinner. Are his parents truely happy for him? Is the couple truely happy? Are the in-laws in any way having any grudge or whatsoever? And I tried putting myself in that position of which the bride was in. Hmm, I didn't know what to think and how to feel. But nonetheless, it was an awesome time for the entire fammily to get together with the joy and laughter..!!

But again, when people are celebrating a marriage of 2 lovers and also a celebration of a life being formed, there's a wife and children grieving in the midst of losing a great husband and a great father... And I believe as all these are taking place, there're people yearning to be together with the one they love and care for. This is life, as ironic and fragile as it can be, as it is.

Today, it was Red Riding Hood with Jasmine at ehub. Can I just say that the movie was really good! Love it. Could actually go for round two of it (:

As of 09mar'11;

Last night at work was really good. Infact, I kinda love nights with Sue and Rito. The good food, joy, laughter, scares, gossips, comfort, sleep-on-the-floor, slippers, stupid brainless things we do, and not forgetting Rito's LJ standing up twice last night! Wahaha!!

And today, I realise that, as much as how some patients and their relatives are thankful for caring for them, I'm also as thankful because to me, some of these people really showed me alot... There's so much that I've learnt from them. This is when these people splatter more colors into your life. Love this amazing equation as a nurse.

As of 08mar'11;

Last night was work with Sue and Rito, and everything was made fine with a dose of B&J icecream! ((: Big time sharing session with Sue.. Started with her showing me the smses between her and Dr Peh to telling me about her legendary... Then it was my turn. Basically we talked about anything and everything, until time for diaper changing.

Day out with Sue, Eeling and Dr Peh.. Planning in progress! Heeee(:

As of 07mar'11;

Today, I'm thinking of a double degree. Nursing and psychology. Why not ey? We'll see what the future holds for me and then decide... (:

As of 05mar'11;

Today, last day of symposium! Sleeping most of the time.. Haha! Anyway dinner with Mabel over Thai food was really good!

Also timbred with Feeza and Sheila!! Feeza's "come, drink drink drink!! For fuck!!" was classic... HAHAHA!! Followed by a fucking awesome quickie over at Sheila's..!! Boom boom pow!

As of 04mar'11;

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY BHAVNA~!!!

Now, Mabel Goh is sitting beside me in some symposium.. And i finally know what that bell is for already.. Meaning times UP!!
Dementia = the-man-seer.

As of 03mar'11;

Today, I'm contemplating on where to get my ass to for my one week AL.. Somewhere that I can do nothing, somewhere out of SG~ Decided I'll most probably not go with family to Redang in June, since in that case, I'll have that few days of total freedom here!

As of 02mar'11;

Today, work was hell on earth. Chasing patients around the ward, everything was so physical, and thus mentally draining. Was already ready in my heart to write abscornd report. ECT was also another headache. Good lord. On a brighter side, I was given the opportunity to follow the CPGP for home visits PRN... Good exposure if it really happens..

In the evening today, Hannah Bhavna and I met up for food and catchup.. It's been a million and one years since the 3 of us hung out like that! Loved it. We totally need at NP souls night soon..!! Hannah Bhavna Jason Jo and me, like at DBLO a year back! ((:

And later at night, it was Attica with Feeza and Sheila, and Ai Ai. Attica never fails, what you see is what you get!

As of 01mar'11;

Today, fear decided to be my best friend. Fear of becoming as heartless as those who're out to get their job done. Fear of not feeling for the patients anymore. Fear that everything from mishaps to tragedy, they all become a routine.

As of 28feb'11;

Today, I jumped on a patient to restrain, and cried for another for being jabbed. Ironic huh.. And I realised that I love PSY patients, no matter how busy and messy it is, it's far better than those overflows.

And also today, I was almost there to asking Huda about her whole FB 'virus', to enlighten Hannah and myself. But stopped at the question right before the actual one. Couldn't bring myself to ask it, cause half of me's thinking why bother, since her anxiety for that suspense already says so much.