Saturday, March 27, 2010

Alright, have done quite abit of 'reflecting' this morning.. These are my conclusions.
Firstly, if you're to squander all your hours, all your tears and all your heart on something that will turn out to be nothing, don't waste your life. And yes, in life shit happens, and you just have to get on with it. Cause it's just how things are, and there's no use dwelling on what might have been, but look at what is. So yeap, moving on... (: I think it's not worth it at all, what you think? Hahaha!

Yes. I went to K Road by myself last night. OMG, I absolutely love that streeeeeet. :D Walked round the whole area, passed by Rock & Bull, its a club. And they were playing Tick Tock, so I stopped and stood outside by the road smoking, and observed the place. It's like DNA in NZ la I swear. Haha! I wanted to go in and try it out so bad, but BG did say don't enter anywhere no matter what. Cause it's not safe to go alone. So I didn't. Lol. Then this guy in a car stopped by and asked where I'm heading to and if I'd like to join him. I politely smiled at him and said no thanks and walked off. In my heart I was like fuckoff la. But maybe if I'm high enough, yea, I might follow. ;) There were so many drunkards along the path smoking and drinking!!! All I did was to walk pass them and they'll start calling out.. -_- So as I was walking around exploring the street, 2 drunk fellows came up and ask if where some other club, which obviously I'll have NO IDEA. Hahaha!!! And asked if I wanna join them to look for it. Omg. So yea, really dodgey and scary. Somehow reminded me of BoatQuay, but this is 100times worse. No joke. Wanted to chill at the shisha place for awhile, but it starting drizzling and since it's so scary, so I thought I'd walk back first. So I came back... Told BG about the Rock & Bull club that I've discovered and we're going tonight. (: But before that we're going start gazing first. And before star gazing, I'm gonna get my clubbing dress! *ting*

To close this, I remember reading this somewhere and I loved it, and have been living up to it, all the way to mix yourself a cocktail, but I've never moved on. Was never easy. But now, I'm moving on. ;) "When things go wrong in life, you suck it up, put on a ravishing smile, mix yourself a little cocktail, and move on....." Cheers!

Friday, March 26, 2010

Greetings from the Kiwiland (:

I'M SUCH A HAPPY SOUL HERE! I've never been so happy in a long long long time. Like, simply happy. Happy with just hot chocolate. Haha! I love talking to BG about things, she just enlightens me in every way. And I've decided that I absolutely love this awesome place. Nice people as well.. Why not! The day I arrived, we've already been talking about so many stuff. She telling me about her you knw, problems. And me telling her what's happening on my side. Our msn chats then seemed so useless and meaningless, compared to talking it in person. Lol. Basically she thinks that I should stop being such a nice person and it's time for me to 'stand up' for myself. And stop letting people taking me for granted. So yes. Same as what Hannah told me the other day.. Lalaa~ Time to reflect and take actions. So yes, I'm going back with a changed perspective of life and how the way things are. Like it or not, take it. If not, too bad for you. ;)

It'd been awesome since I've arrived yesterday afternoon.. Took a shuttle bus from the airport to Langham hotel where BG cameta pick me up. OMG. The luggages were not funny! So many of them and so bloody heavy. Exceeded by 15kg when checking in. Hahaha!!! Thank God when I got off the bus, JUST NICE there's this hot dude who came and asked to help. If not, I'd have died, seriously, cuz we hadta walk quite a distance to the hotel from the dropoff point.

Waited for about 45mins and came BG! Yayy! Was so happy to see her again after more than a year. :D She drove us back to the apartment where I unpacked a little, had some HTHT talk. Then drove to the Uni to return the car to Tiger, and then walked over to her school where she had her rehearsal. I kinda sat in for it, and the music was lovely. *ting* Yan came pick us up after the prac and we headed to some restaurant for dinner. Steak and beeeeeer! Yumm. BG had ribs and beer. Hahaha! Dropped her off at her new workplace, then we went back home.. Yan connected the internet for me, and...tadaaa!!! I'm on msn and fb! (: Picked BG after her work and we went supermarketing for groceries. With BG telling us abt her work, sextoys and everything. I'm sorry but the whole supermarket was filled with our laughter. LOL!

Today... Wokeup at about 11am. Got ready and went for lunch with BG at a sushi place before walking over to the Uni. Parted at a junction, and I walked over to Queens st for some shoppinggg..... *ting* Got quite afew stuff and decided that I'll leave that lovely clubbing dress and wonderful top for after my tour. Haha! Thought that I'd stop after buying that few stuff, so I got a hot choc from Starbucks and walked over to the park next to the Uni and people watch. Wrote my diary as well.. Metup with BG at 615pm and came back, had dinner and now we're busy with our own stuff. Heading to the 'PARADISE' street just a turn out from here later. Hahaha!!! Pubs, bars, small clubs, gay bars, shisha, cafes, makan places, sex shops....all found on that one street. But apparantly its quite dangerous as well. *shrugs*

I'll be going on a total of 8days adventure tour starting this Sunday.. Yayy! But no internet though. Hmm..... Shark diving straight on the first day itself, how does that sound? LOL! Will be doing skydiving, white water rafting and black water rafting. (: All these are ontop of the tour itself. FUN HUH! Haha! All it will end at Wellington and I've gotta find my way back to Auckland again.. Have been exchanging emails with my tourguide. He said will be able to arrange for me. So yea, YAYY!!! :D

ANW, I'M HAPPY. (: (: (:

CHEERS!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY!!! WITH JO.. (:

Had lunch with Hannah at macs. Then met Jo and we headed to town. For our Mango top! Haha! But of cuz, as usual, when you put the both of us together to shop, TADAAA!!! Got more than just the top. ;) Even Watsons was a shopping paradise to us. Lol. And of cuz, Cotton On, and our little trick secret..

When we first stepped into Watsons, they played 'Down' and we looked at each other, heart melting away.. Then who will know!!! The next song, 'Do you remeber' came out, followed by 'Shut it down'. OMG! We were like thinking if there's any club open tnight and we're so serious about going if there is.. Hahahaha!!! And she's going this Friday la. So, we had a deal. 15apr, we're going Play, 16apr for a shopping trip, 17apr we'll try some other club. Had dinner at ThaiExpress, and we talked so much and of cuz, the topic came up again la. Haha! Girls always gossip, don't we.. (: Anw, we're thinking of a Bangkok trip together in August! I'm so happy.

Suprisingly, I didn't feel anything even as Bhavna and Huda are away. Didn't really make a difference huh.. Though it'll be good if they're around to spend some time together. Oh well.. Shit happens, just deal with it and move on. *ting*

Off to NZ tmr night! So looking forward to it la! Finally seeing Brigo for the first time in a long time! It had been more than a year mann.. Time to pour evrything out to her and see what she has to say and what advices she has. I see this trip as one where I'll go all out to have lots of fun, not caring about anything. And probably a trip that will change me somehow as well, and my views annd thoughts towards some things. We shall seee..... (: Plus I can't wait to tell Bridget all about this whole drama, since she's the only one i can see myself talking to about. I'm really excited. Though she will not have alot of time with me, and that I'll be alone most of the time, but out nights and Baileys will definately do its job. Haha.

Monday, March 22, 2010

My transit back in Singapore had been great so far.. Met up with Bhavna yesterday, went to Iguana for margarita, then picked Feeza up and headed to ECP for dinner and drink. Dropped her off at her place then picked Jo up and went to pasir ris beach for abit, chilled over Baileys. Drinking and smoking from 6pm to 2am. -_- But I'm happy.



Today was awesome. Sakura buffet lunch with darling Hannah and darling Jo at Safra tamp. (: We were all so ticklish today I promise, so much of laughter and jokes. Ohya, most importantly, we had a good 40mins discussion about Cafeworld over lunch. Hahaha!!! Talked about neopets and all kinds of games, and concluded that we should all go over to smone's place and play boardgames for the entire day. And some movie marathon for a stayover. And of course a prawning session! *ting*



Walked over to tamp mall and checked toys r us out. Hahaha! Re-living our childhood basically... Window shopped a lil and reserved some stuff from Mango. Going to Mango at Lido tmr with Jo to get them. (: After window shopping, we settled down at Haagen Daz for a fondue. Awesome shit. And started having a chat about life and things that have been happening and what we think. Heart to heart talk la.. Meanwhile, Bhavna and Huda flew off to Penang. -_-



ANW! Hannah's sending me off on wed!!! :D So sweet of her huh! Haha!



Hmm, I still can't believe that I didn't even get to meetup with Huda when I'm back for this little bit. In fact, there wasn't a proper conversation with her at all. And now they're already out of here. Whatever la. Anw, I'm left with 1.5days on this island before I'm gone for 3weeks... So gonna make full use of it. Haha!



Now, I'll have to tell Bridget to get a calling card for me soon, so when I arrive, I can start calling people back here! :D And I'm not calling Bhavna! Humph. I'll show that I can survive without calling her. =P Get a life. I'm so gonna have unlimited fun there, nothing else but fun. Lalaa

Sunday, March 21, 2010

BACKKK!!! To uniquely Singapore. From snowy Mainland China.. Haha! (:

10days away from this island seemed really long. 10days ago when Bhavna dropped me off at the airport feels like 10years ago. LOL! But I definately had so much of fun in China! Loved the snow! Snowed for like one whole day on day 3 I think.. Awesome shit. Snow war and all. Omg. I'm missing it already. Plus the shopping. Oh my god. The bestest therapy for me whenever anything arises. Hahaha! And as usual, some unhappiness here and there with the family.

A few things I've come to know truely... First would be that no matter how ugly a city is, when it's covered with snow, it will look heavenly pretty. Lol. Secondly, I realised I really missed my friends very much, and how much they've been a huge part of my life. (: Third, it's never nice to be quarreling with my aunt in a foreign land. With no where to run to, no one to run to... It suck. Unlike in Singapore, not happy just go out, call a friend up or something.

So yea, I'm back for 4 days starting today.. Then off to Kiwiland on wednesday night. *ting* Brigo, here I come!!! :D My one and only objective for this trip would be to have fun. Go all out and have FUN. ;) No restrictions, nothing. Hahaha! Take a break from here. I even had the thought of having no contact with anyone out of NZ for that 3 weeks at least. Haha.. 15apr, to come back or not? I still don't know.

And actually I think Jo's a little too much ah. Chatting online with her earlier, amd she asked when am I leaving again.. Told her wednesday night, and she just had to rub it in, saying that means I can't club. And that she thought she'd be looking forward to clubbing with me on wednesday. Grr!!! Doesn't she realised that I almost died in these 10days?! No clubbing, nothing! I've not touched a single cig in the past 10days. Haha! Not even one of that AJ Mix apple flavour ok! Heart pain. Lol.

Whatever la. Church soon, then lunch with the family. And I'll be free like a bird for the rest of the day, and tmr. (: Tuesday to get some stuff done and start packing. Come wednesday, I'm offf!

CHEERS! :D

Thursday, March 11, 2010

I'm upset. Though Supperclub was really nice, followed by DNA. I think recently, just too many things have gone wrong. And I don't know how do I react upon them that is appropriate. I know I've not been opening up much to my friends these days, it's just not easy. Don't ask why, it's just not. And I just don't know who to go to. Plus the fact that I'll be gone tonight for 10days. By the time I'm back, many things would have been different. Followed by the 3weeks to New Zealand. Can't wait to fly to NZ and pour out everything to Brigo face to face. Obviously msn isn't any good and the smses just won't do much. Lol. Hmm... 15apr is the date on my air ticket back, but will I be back then or later? No one can tell.

So much has been happening, I might go crazy anytime. Can't handle, really. It's either I pluck myself out of this island and go to a new environment, anyway there's nothing much I have here except my awesome friends, or I'll join IMH as VIP. All that is needed now is just for me to breakdown infront of my aunt. Sure that day will come, in just a matter of time.

Alright, enough of all these, I gotta go sleep for abit first then wakeup and pack for China before meeting Huda. Cheers.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

The sun today was so ROUND AND HUGE. And GLITTERY as well. Infact, for the past few days it had been like that. Hmm...

The weekends was spent rather well. Saturday with Jasmine, ended the day at boatquay drinking. Sunday with Bhavna, Fiona and Feeza. "NP+NYP=We are CGH!" Hahaha! We were laughing from the start when we stepped into Bhavna's car till we parted for home. Woah! Headed to boatquay, thinking we can have dinner at Timbre, and obviously it was closed. -_- And it was my first time to marina barrage. Call me mountain turtle or soever, I don't care. Haha. Nice place, nice company, nice beer. I'm happy. Ended off at shah alam (where else right).

As for this day, Monday, just a few days before I start flying...... Had lunch with Hannah. (: Then fareast with Bhavna. Then Sun meetup with Liyana. Tmr will be a day spent at home and at LP, doing up some stuff. I'm such a happy soul. :D

I can't believe that I'll be gone on Thursday!!! I keep thinking that I'll have one more week. ): We so have to CLUB on Wednesday la. My last time with my lovely friends till 5 weeks later. Wondering how I'll survive. Ergh.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hmmmmmm....

D&D was LOVE! (: Beautiful time spent with my dearest friends. Prepping for it was kinda tiring though.. Did my nails and hair. -_- Erm, one thing I have to say.. We DO have rather happening lecturers don't we! How Mr Peter made his entrance into the ballroom, how afew of them were dancing away towards the end, how gorgeous some of them looked. Wow. Went to DNA for abit with Bhavna after that and that was about it. Came home by 2am, thinking I could catch some sleep. But obviously not! Lost my phone for more than an hour and found it downstairs on the grass where I got off the cab. HAHAHA!

Then came a call from Jason. DRUNK. At Zirca. Fucking funny he is. Laughing throughout the time on the phone, and repeated the same thing over and over again. Lol. So now, Jason and XY owe me a clubbing night for NOT jio-ing to Zirca after D&D. ;)

Today was well spent as well. Met Huda and Bhavna. Basically, phototaking day. Walked all round, from marina square where the car was parked, to esplanade, to boat quay, to clarke quay and had a drink at Mama's Carribean and headed back to where the car is. Hahaha! Dropped Huda home and we continued the night at DNA. Good fun. (:

Thursday, March 4, 2010


Shopping and shisha date with Liyana and Bhavna on Tuesday.
Came Wednesday, slacked at home the whole day till evening when I met Huda to get the last minute stuff for Bhavna's suprise at midnight. Metup with Hannah and JoJo and we're already camping somewhere near her block by 11pm. Hahaa.. Just abit before 12, we went to her place, and yes...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BHAVNA!!!

Left at about 1am and headed to DBLO. Liyana, Afiq, Mai, Dahliah and all were there... Yayy!!! Clubbed, drink, drank, tipsy, smoke, vomitted. Lol. Continued the night at DNA. Yes, yet again.. Ruby and friends were there! (: Mai and dahliah and gang came as well. After abit in DNA, I joined Mai and gang by the river playing truth or dare. HAHAHA! Sober up a little and waited for Bhavna and Huda. Cabbed home after. Got all the shit. Popped in yes, you knw what, and slept, but obviously not enuf to work long, cuz I'm already up.

D&D later. Feeling sian-ed out. I don't know la. Bleh.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The weekend's been really awesome shit. Starting with Saturday... Wenta Marina and Tekka with Huda for abit before heading to Bhavna's 21st birthday party, which was awesome! (:





Sunday was family dayyy.. *ting* churched, napped, and some seafood dinner after that. Wenta Whitesands after dinner. And who knows! It's just Whitesands, but I bought a pair of Addidas shoes and my DSLR camera! Haha! Metup with Jasmine for abit till 2am, doing God knows what! HAHAHAHA!

Then came Monday. Shopping with aunt and sister. Both Hui Min and me got an mp3 each. Yayy! I'm allowed to get a trenchcoat as long as it's less than $150. ;) Happily, I cabbed to Cafe Iguana and there I metup with Bhavna and Feeeeza! Playing arnd with the camera and just chilling. It's so nice hanging out like that, I absolutely loved last night.