Today was spent cleaning my room and bringing myself back to the past through pictures.
I'm reminded of the wonderful friendships that I had with afew people just not so long ago. Reminded of graduations. Reminded of orientation time when we believed that the 3years bond will fly pass. Reminded of mildstone-making overseas trips I had. Reminded of the feeling of falling in love. Reminded of the times when the whole entire family gatherings were not so hard to have..... The list goes on and on.
And sitting here now....
I miss Bridget, Yan, Sally, Verve, Stephen, Sarah, Nick, Robin.
I miss Sheila, Feeza, Iqah, Fiona, Ann, Juan, Mabel, Shannen, Elhannah, Bhavna, Priyaa, Huda, Liyana.
I miss Selina, CLN, Stephanie, JJ, Karshing.
I miss Jieying, Yixuan, Weiling, Sining.
I miss the old times. I miss being the old me, the one who easily adapts the fuckcare the world attitude.
Many things have changed. For the better or for the worse.
Breaking bond's been dwelling around in my mind, not going away... Work's not been easy. I used to hate and fear PSY nursing. Grown to love it 3months into work. But now, I'm hating it bit by bit again. It's not the patients, it's not the environment, it's not the relatives......
Year 2010. So many things happened. Life changing. Involved quite a number of life-changing decisions, and more to come.. (:
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