wanted to quit, and still wanting to.

First day in ward proper.
Not that bad actually.
But I just feel so out of it.
So restless, so sian, so cui, so irritable, so out of it. LOL!
Just wanted to quit so bad.
Parkway with Huda and Bav after work.
Bumped into Mabel and her family there. Omg, enen is super cute can!
Cabbed home with Huda from there.
Slept by 815pm. Wokeup at 1115pm.
Going back to sleep soon again.
I just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep.
And my stupid fever is back. -.-
Mabel making me jealous!
She texted saying that she ran in the rain and I'm like, it rained meh?
I wanna walk in the rain!
And fuck this fever can, on and off, as if I've got nothing better to do.
GRRR!!!


Aiya, things at home are really out of hand.
Work isn't helping in anyway. And I don't feel like talking about it to anyone now, cuz I don't see any point in doing that. (:
I'm actually so tear-filled now that I can cry any moment.
Part of me wanna just cry it out, but the other part is like, for fuck?
Anyway, I have partner-in-crime this time round to release this stress or whatever you call it. Her name is Mabel. HAHAHAHA!!!


Okay, Huda.... Wednesday. Shopping therapy! I can't wait!!!
And Nabil's asking to go Supper on wednesday. How ah, I really want leh! Adilah all going smore. Ahhhh! Can I just say stay over at smone's place then go enjoyyy?!
Saturday cake and tea with my darlings after work. Yayy!