Sunday, May 9, 2010

Heartbreaker.

Family dinner for mothers day last night at changi safara Jumbo Seafood was awesome! Though uncle Randy and family were not there, time was well spent talking and laughing over yummy food.. And not to forget the planning of a short trip end if this month. Yayy! Uncle Francis then dropped me off at the airport where I metup with Jo.. Happily chilling at T2 Yakun before meeting up with Bhav, then to the viewing porch where we just laid on the floor laughing away. Cabbed home by 2? And crashed into bed.

Churched this morning and now, soon I'm gonna have a short nap... Haha! Checked our orientation schedule and I'll be able to go for the short trip, which means I'm so going! ;)

Hmm, airport and sound of planes just make me wanna get out even more. And it specially reminds me of that time when I flew off alone to NZ, not knowing what exactly to expect when I get there, but with just the thought that BG will be there, it was already a huge relief and comfort. And to think of it, from the day I stepped into the land of kiwis to the trip with Haka tours to back to Auckland, life's already took a huge turn. Even as I came back to SG, it was just really happening... I wouldn't call all of it drama. But it's to the point where I don't even know what I'm truely doing at times. Though I've also came to terms with some things, even which I'd still wanna go to NZ once again for a refresher. Just to be with BG. I don't know. Lol. Hopefully I can go over end of this year, that'll be so much of a help. And yes, I've a handful of really awesome friends here who have kept me going, and I really appreciate them.

"Reckless words pierce like a sword into the heart, and it bleeds and hurt more than a broken bone."
It's so true. Especially if those words are from people around you really love and genuinely care, it just hurts even more. Not necessarily your family, but even as friends... What say you? And if anyone of you think that I've changed or anysort along that line, have you thought that you'd be the reason to that change? LOL.

Ohwell, time to snooze for now. (:

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