I'm upset. Though Supperclub was really nice, followed by DNA. I think recently, just too many things have gone wrong. And I don't know how do I react upon them that is appropriate. I know I've not been opening up much to my friends these days, it's just not easy. Don't ask why, it's just not. And I just don't know who to go to. Plus the fact that I'll be gone tonight for 10days. By the time I'm back, many things would have been different. Followed by the 3weeks to New Zealand. Can't wait to fly to NZ and pour out everything to Brigo face to face. Obviously msn isn't any good and the smses just won't do much. Lol. Hmm... 15apr is the date on my air ticket back, but will I be back then or later? No one can tell.

So much has been happening, I might go crazy anytime. Can't handle, really. It's either I pluck myself out of this island and go to a new environment, anyway there's nothing much I have here except my awesome friends, or I'll join IMH as VIP. All that is needed now is just for me to breakdown infront of my aunt. Sure that day will come, in just a matter of time.

Alright, enough of all these, I gotta go sleep for abit first then wakeup and pack for China before meeting Huda. Cheers.